I'm not some mindless drone who stares at his phone wondering where the fuck his life's gone. I'm a beast of a man who's doing the best he can to finally make it in this land. They tell me to just smile and act like it's cool but I'm playing a game of dirty pool. My moms a liar, she's hardly biological and that's the nicest thing I can say to make it seem philosophical. My dads has his flaws but he can be great, working his ass off to make sure his Christmas gifts won't be late. where's your job mom? Oh wait I forgot, your back hurts, your hand hurts, your belly hurts, you side hurts, your thigh hurts, man You make my head hurt. You say your anxiety makes you stay in bed, well guess what? I got it to, and I'm destroying the world while the door i left for you is slowly starting to shut. Oh wait your crying claiming that all your life without me you felt to weak?You sound like a broken record repeating the same apology you said last week. Tell me why all my life did you lie about dad, making it seem like he's the reason we lost everything we ever had. When really he could of pulled us out of the ditch or worked his ass off to save me from a wretched ass bitch. You think your craziness is something special, well Compared to you I am the devil. You were never insane just fucking stupid, trade the jacket for a jell cell its what your best suited. Deny what you will but I was a witness, and I'm not afraid to come off vicious.